DEAR DAD, TO DAY WE CELEBRATED VANESSA'S 5TH BIRTHDAY SHE IS SO BEAUTIFULL I ONLY WISH THAT SHE COULD HAVE HAD YOU LONGER IN HER LIFE AS WE DID , TODAY IS ALSO A SAD DAY FOR ME IT IS SEVEN MONTHS TODAY THAT WE LOST YOU HOW I LOOK AT THINGS SO DIFFERENT NOW I THINK WE ALL THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD NEVER LEAVE US THE PAIN IS STILL SO DEEP , SO MANY TEARS HAVE BEEN CRIED , BUT WE ARE SO LUCKY TO HAVE HAD THE YEARS WE HAVE WITH YOU ,CYSTAL WILL BE MARRIED IN JUNE AND AS HER FATHER WALKS HER DOWN THE ISLE I WILL REMEMBER THE DAY THIRTY THREE YEARS AGO YOU WALKED ME DOWN THE ISISLE AND I HOPE SHE HAS THE LOVE LIKE YOU HAD FOR MOM I MISS YOU DAD AND CAN,T WAIT TO VISIT WHEN I GET HOME LOVE JUDY XOXO